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I must tease out these inspirations of mine in this extended diary. What drives me. With this blog I hope to develop a better understanding of the driving force within myself.

Monday, April 30, 1990

Oh! My Burning Eyes! - THE RISING SUN (04/30/1590)

A night of revelry disturbed upon an open shade with the suns piercing ray! We see both night and day, the sun and moon are with mankind, indeed, to infinity. The sun unruly disrupts my rest post-consumption serving to have me questions its ruffian burn!

Gladly I question the sun, as any decent man should! I one held slave to it with books in tow; the butchers wart also indebted to wake and sweep the floor, sullen, but ever busy under the glow! All temperate or wild tides of Gaia know the sun, and time alone is His equal.

Though despite its constancy, I wonder, how can such temporal things such as clouds and eclipsi stop mankind's perception of the sun? And with such disruptions, how are there tomorrows? I must examine my object of love beside me, on such a plane of relativity. Are Princes and lands of jewels subject to the whims of the sun? Like my love, are they, are we, am I still subject to this ever moving heavenly body? I must conclude that Princely, richly, or lovely man exist with in the structure and movements of the rising sun. That I and my love must also bend like royalty to its presence and move forward beyond this bed-our current center and focus.

Thursday, April 12, 1990

A Return - SONG (06/14/1590) - Continued....


I have not found it, yet but a friend has told me a truth, a truth that is hard to fathom. The unfathomable nature of this truth hits me truly and hard, and I truly doubt its worth laud for the questing man.
This truth is: there is no true and fare maiden to be found. It seems, this truth is infallible even till the old men remain without wives ache for such a find!

Though conversely I must contradict that conclusion! In my heavenly soul that out there is some reflection of perfection to be found and held! If you shall quest until your chin is hoary and eyes are full of cataracts! The tear of life and mind! The journey to this fair felicity of a woman is a nectar to be had!

All that is left is to have seen strange vistas and ride through the multitude of lands and sights to quest on! What a bitter end to this Song of mine!